Juornal 2
From The Birdhouse
ran outta room in my other juornal so i got a new one
and also lost it on acsident by shitty pillar but god helped find it!
we had a real nice talk and hung out and it was real nice. he seems really happy. i think hes getting better and that makes me happy cause i dont want him beign so lonely anymore.
he even said were friends!! im realy glad hes my friend.
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havent been workign on hill valley enough. i keep wanting to sit in the garden all day instead. dont know what i do all day in here. just sit and talk to my bees
i think about daisy a lot. i miss him.
god said maybe its possible daisy can come here. cause squidface is here but hes god so i dunno. i realy hope so. i dont want to be so lonely anymore
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legs been hurtign. why
adn i keep forgetting more. its a little scary. cause then i come and theres nothing in here either. im forgetting to write here too. am i getting worse? i dont wanna get worse. i already dont remember so much and i
i dont wanna forget any more.
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met animaverte. its not very nice at all even though i tryed to be nice to it. said some very mean thigns and made me sad but then mr judge gave me a pretty daisy with a nice note on it.
im gonna keep it in my pocket forever so i never forget. im worth more than i know. thats what the note said.
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1. yellow
2. daisies
3. smile
4. dance
5. soup
6.
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went on a fun picnic with god adn then there was a storm and we got trapped in a pretty cabin in the woods. it was real old.
we slept together in the bed. and i dont remember but he said i had a bad dream. and he said i called him daisy.
i want to stop forgetting. and gettign stuff mixed up.
he said he might not get better. after the scary thign he did.
hes gotta get better. or that wouldnt be fair.
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god had a bad dream and we slept together in the cabin again. it was nice.
we held hands and hugged agn it made me feel realy warm inside
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visited frav on his realy pretty island!! we had fun hangign out and he gave me some special medecine for my leg so mabye itll stop hurting so bad.
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i tried the medecine. didnt work
why dose it hurt so much why am i gettign worse i dont like this
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frav left more potoins in my mailbox. says its painkilers. it works a little better than the other stuff.
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hung out with everyone at the beach by the pretty cabin. it was nice for a little bit but then god
wait not god. he dosent like that anymore. callign him blue insted now!!
but blue said. hes realy dying and the plan might not work adn that just woudnt be fair. it has to work
i made him promise to tell me when. so even if it doesnt work
even if he goes away forever at least i can say bye first
...i shoud work on the clocktower
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blues gone wheredid he go he said it woud be ok hes not suposed to go away forever
i was suposed tohelp thatsthe only thing im ever good at and i coudnt do it thistime when it was so inportant
mabeyi shoud just leave adn go away forever too. no ones gonna miss me cause im not a good freind anyway. im too stupid and annoyign and they probly all hate me its my fault i coudnt help good enuogh im so stupid i just want my daisy where are yuo daisy pleas come back imiss you imissyuoi miss you i missyou i miss u i missyuo i-
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